Monday, March 8, 2010

Nervousness

SPM results are to be released on the 11th of March, 3 more days, to judgement day. Many may think that I will not be pushed by this, but actually I am quite nervous and worried about it. I keep thinking, what if I didn't get what I wanted, that would really be a downfall for me. I really would be lost if that had happened, no doubt dissapointing many along the way, which is the last thing I would wish for.

Besides being nervous, I really have to apologise to a certain person for a certain thing I have done that I shouldn't have done. I need a release to it. Normally, I tend to keep a lot of things on my mind, even minor ones.

Had to rush to finish my promo clip for SWC today. It was a havoc, couldn't work on it at home, had to get people to get me thier laptop to finish the work. Tough job, had to sneak to finish it in class. Finally finished the clip halfway through break, and the worse part was that I forgot the music ws used during Jan orientation, thsu everybody was asking me to change the song. Well, more work for me then.

Had my haircut 2 days ago, it was quite cool. Some realised and told me, others just kept quiet. I felt quite happy on people commenting on me, whether good or bad. It give me the chance to improve, rather than not letting me know and I would be misrouted or misled. Sometimes I keep thinking why do people have to act that way, can't they just express what they want? To me, maybe it will take away all the fun factor, but all in all, I prefer people to make it clear. Ironic, I know, but nevertheless true.

Some interesting pictures that I took :
 
Mr Ho looking like spiderman~~

 
Before haircut..
 
After haircut..
Nice name
(for those who cant read chinese : the chiese name literally means Silly Mountain)

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