A good point...

Today attended another SD youth gathering...it was nice...
today was about how we get habits.....
If we are not practicing good habits, then we are somehow practicing bad habits.
For example, if we dont make it a habit to brush our teeth everyday, then we will have a habit of NOT brushing teeth....
Lets say we dont practice a habit of jogging everyday, then we wont be jogging and use that time to do some other stuff that is not so productive.
Overall its a very good talk and i had a lot of fun and learning time...
Well, now we are preparing event on 11th of April which is the Easter event.
As the treasurer of the event, i hope that it will go as planned.(still havent have one)
I'm new to this so i hope it goes well for me too.

Tension relief....

Its a nice day today...and it had to be ruined....
I was planning to have a nice pj time with my buddies and her..
But it had to be ruined...by that idiot talk...
The talk is so boring, the guy is so big size...that everyone either falls asleep or runs away..
I dun get why there are people listening to him...obviously not even justin listens....
Anyway, talking abt a person, he does really has the time and energy to annoy me....
How he annoys me? dun ask....we all know he annoys people by one way or another....
Either he annoys..or he makes people mad....or he is jz being sissy sometimes(playing badminton)..
Haiz....i jz dunno why some people are annoying me somehow...some that i want to c oso cannot c...
I jz dun understand why...
Well.....Releasing tension by blogging FTW!!!

Im taking a rest

Its too tiring for me to this this every week. I am not supposed to be the one doing this...
Im already tired of people asking me why am i doing this... The BSMM (formerly known as PBSM)
group does not want me to interfere with the teachers and our chairperson...anyway, i would also want to take a rest from all these...im sure they can do it without me, but i will still prepare whatever i am supposed to prepare...this is quite a good time for me to have a look at the ability of people to do their responsibility, especially our '2nd' person in charge...thankfully they have a month to prepare as co curriculum activities are stopped for a month

Note to YC : tell me what to prepare and do it early. And good luck.

PBSM sucesses and failures

Wednesday PBSM time again, unfortunately.....our beloved pengerusi got sick....Awwww......dunno wat sick, but she is well now.
Anyway, she didnt show up, i have to confess....i didnt do my quiz on time...
My bad...wait...i didnt have the book, so not totaly my fault....
No quiz, no pengerusi, no naib that can help, fine then....ill do thier job...
Honestly, they really dun like me doing THIER job....i dun like it too....
But, for once....i really wanna try wat i feels like as the leader...
Pressure is unavoidable i know that already, and the outcome was....
I didnt fail on the pressure part...i failed on the handling part....
Eg: no1 listened to me properly because my voice was playing a fool on me.
I had to use the loudspeaker and shout in thier ears to get them listening....
Well...i didnt do alot of things that i planned( no singing, no practising).
We jz do the usual kawat kaki from the start till the end.....
Oh well, the worst part was...when i tought i could have some time with her after koko,
Auzee's group was forced to stay back cos Auzee said "tak boleh kawat dgn baik tak blh balik"
I was....OMG....sigh....nvm i had to wait....then so many ppl around her after that...
How am i gonna talk to her?????Well...finally got a chance when we were walking down hill...
Just a short one but it was good enough.
Okay enough bragging, we will look forward to see wat happens in the next meeting...

Time to get serious.

Since today i have found out that i have not been interested in playing games.
I have been more interested in social life, its not just because of valentines day.
Its just because U.Yeong's concept made me understand i should do more.
Just for the sake of doing it? I dont think so. I planned it well and planned far.
This only affects my playing time. I have understood that it is not very important anymore.
There are things in life more interesting than playing games to relax.
I can always chit chat with people and send sms in any case that i am bored.
MSN also seems to be the way out of boredom. The only thing stopping me,
are my phone bill, electricity bill and my parents, which will be supportive if they understand.
Oh well, today is Valentine's day, I wish each and every one of U without a partner a Happy Valentine's Day(those with partners wouldnt care for the wish) and especially of course ill wish my beloved Happy Valentine's Day. I love you

Pain

Aiyoyo.....wednesday koko time go to school...
then saw her with her friends....then sudenly she walk away...
so i asked wat happened to her...her friend say she fell...
i go see wat happen...WAH! so serious.....sudenly feel like heart kena stab....
pain pain pain.........ten see her change the bandage....then hav to go up handle my pbsm ler...
we all know the naib is useless abit...and then the pengerusi cannot handle on her own....
girl mar..so us boys have to help her lor....hu ask me is the perasan one and the one that can work...
so i go help...then a...failure lar.....i hate how they organise the things.....teacher keep interfere...
let me do it my own way....mus kepoh wan meh.....force me move 4th class....haiz....
after that go take pic with her...n then take her down nid clean her wound again...
so i took off the old bandage...still see bleeding abit....wound so big...on the left knee....
nvm lor....nid to wash....so i see wat i cn use...only got alot of tissue, alcohol, some micropore tape and a piece of plaster.....i oso dunno wat to do at that time...sudenly brain empty liao....
so i go and wash her leg with water....she really can tahan the pain.....i really admire her....
n then....i use tissue wet with alcohol to clean.....i know its REALLY REALLY PAIN.....
but no choice...must wash wound...if nt infection very hard to handle....
so i slowly put lor....she scream....i feel so useless....1st time feeling useless.....
aiyoyo....heartache leh....haiz....den i found out it was becuz she run with her friends....
im nt blaming any1...but next time have to be abit more careful....